sometimes i can't even cry it out..
sometimes it's better to hurt myself...
i'm trying not to hurt everybody i love...
but i'm sick..
i pray to God almost everynight..
but i feel noone's listening..
i feel like hope doesn't exist anymore..
nobody can help me ...
everybody is pulling out. and giving up on me
everytime i try harder.. it hurts me stronger.
can it be cured?
or is this just the sin i have to bring from my family?
i can't stand it anymore ..
i'm dying..
but as i'm dying .. i'm dreaming again..
about the faith.. the hope.. that church and all God's people tell me everyday..
i'm bleeding inside everyday..
nobody notice..
i try to trust.. i learn to be stronger..
maybe it's not the time..
maybe the reason you all here..
my friends..
is because God still giving me hope..
through all of you..
maybe because..
one day..
i'll be cured.
i'll give my deepest thanks to you all
my friends..
my guardian..
my hope..
my family..
-------------------Mbw.Gh.Kh.Bc.Ma.Js.I.Cm.Cw.Cd.Z---------------
.thanks.everyone.
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umur gua baru 18 tahun Tb.165cm/55kg
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so gua tunggu telepon kalian ya
I LOVE YOU ALL
Hi all, my name is NISHA, a GIRL, 18 years old.
I'm mixture of Indonesian-Dutch-Chinese.
I speak fluent indonesian, good enough in english, passive in dutch and french.
I'm taking my bachelor degree now , my major is INTERNATIONAL LAW.
I have a plan to continue my master degree abroad.
I love playing and watching football. I also like dogs.
I'm also interested in learning foreign cultures and languages.
First, i'm looking for a caucasian man, who are polite and could respect each other. I LIKE DIRTY JOKES, I LIKE BIG DICK BIGGER BETTER, I LIKE TO BE SPANK IN MY BUTT
I`VE BIG TITS
I`VE BEAUTIFUL BREAST 38B
I`VE US$ 10.000.000,- / US$ 10 MILLION in my bank account
Better if you are living in JAKARTA so we can meet up.
If we are match, it's possible to be more than friend (serious boyfriend).
So, if interested, just CALL me at 02152962825
Thank you. God bless.
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