WORRY

I feel weird and worry.
I don't know why.
I just don't want anyone get hurt.
I want to get rid off this feeling immediately.
cause it's torturing.
it really is.

I'm scared.
something is definetely different with me.
just worry about someone.
it feels wrong sometimes.
buat who cares?
follow your heart no matter what people say about you.
i am me.
not because what people say about me. [thx dem]

I'M JUST SO WORRY THIS NIGHT! I DON'T KNOW WHY?

AM I CRAZY?

LIFE

FRIENDS COME AND GO.

LIFE IS NEVER FAIR.

ACCEPT IT.

GET OVER IT.

MOVE ON.

[it ain't gonna happen]

[not to me..]

[we'll still be friend no matter how far we are apart..]

Wondering

WHY SOMETHING GREAT LEAVES A DEEP CUT IN OUR HEART?

Thanks

Thanks. For letting me in.

Thanks. For accepting me.

Thanks. For understanding me.

Thanks. For the patient you give to me.

Thanks. For The time you waste for me.

Thanks. For giving me a moment like this.

Thanks. For The chance.

Wishing

i wish. i could wash my brain..
forget my traumatic past..

i wish. i'm numb.
couldn't feel anything..
escape from my tortured soul..

i wish. i'm not me.
living someonelse's life.
run from this agony inside my heart.

i wish...
but i won't.
cause it will wash away all the memories i have with you.
my friends.
the one who help me out from my pathetic live.

i wish..
but i won't..
i won't give up all my battle..
i won't lose..
i'm curing..

i wish..

Reason

Why is this happening?
my heart..
stop beating..
my lungs..
stop breathing..
my blood..
filling my brain..
putting the pressure..
even more..
my tears ..
is flowing out through my eyes..
my nerves..
are shaking..
my body..
is dying..
inside..
i'm screaming..
Why?

Escaping

Again and again And again..
Always..
Everytime..
Everyday..
I can't escape ..
I'm stuck..
I've been abandoned..
in the scariest thing i could imagine..
Nobody know...
only me and myself.
try to escape..
try to run away..
but it's a dead end..
again..
i'm stopped by the silence..
all the scream and cries are USELESS!!!
please release me from this unbrokeable chain..
there's nothing i can do..
i'm just hoping..
this chain will finally broken..
or waiting..
till..